My moment...

The breakfast wt the kids. Abang masuk lambat, while me had to catch a meeting outside of the office, so might as well spent my morning wt them first.

aku ingat ada satu email aku dpt last week, dr sorang blogger, sapa le yg bagi ek, lupa tollah. A story bout a bz mother yang keje keje keje...bapaknya pun keje keje keje....anaknya the only child ni mintak maknya mandikan waktu maknya ngah bersiap2 nak pi keje. her answered was 'no x sempat bla bla so on'. pendekkan citer, anaknya meninggal dunia and di waktu pemandian jenazah itulah kali pertama dan terakhir siibu dapat memandikan anaknya.menyesal kerana mengejar tugasan dan kerja sampai anak terkilan pergi x dpt rasa belaian mandi ibu.

i m not saying that i m a good mother, but setiap saat yang aku leh buat to be wt them, i will do so lah. while their father is not here, i m their first target, lagipun anak2 are my only harta yang aku ada. nak kata aku kaya, langsung tidak, so at least dema x kurang kasih sayang.

...sebab dia nak sgt pekena roti canai, he lambat stgh jam to the class.... aku pun ngan muka bersalahnya mintak mahap kat cikgu dia. sorry ye cikgu!

abang diapit oleh 2 org aweks. the boys kena sit in between the girls pasai boys bila jumpa boys, manjang mainnnn ajer!!

gegirl dok pujuk me to register her for this school next year. she s only 3yrs ++, tot to send her for a twice a week's class like abang s case before, but not this school. sekolah abang ni mmg serious on education, yet for her age aku nak dia pi sekolah yg memain tu jer.

will think bout it later.

kalo tanya sirman, dia on kan jer..but let me settle abang nye cite lu lah, sesatu n pelan2. at the end aku gak yang kena buat sumer, org kat US tu yes yes kan jer.

since this lady is leaving, i m catching up everything, not only lunch treat from the bunch of group, the party that they are hosting for me, and so many things.

I may look so happy, my life looks so perfect, but for some reasons, i will not reveal other part of my life in this blog.