I am...

My fren said i look like a wayang girl lah for this kind of make up...it was for the 3rd water stunt...they make up us like u wanna hv a dinner cucuk2 langit summore...wahhhh

Fear Factor - When I Become A Supermom

it was Friday of 25th November 2005 afternoon.

Ami sent me to Sunway Pyramid Tower...yeap, it s my 1st day of the Fear Factor Episode 9. There were 6 of us, Reita Angie myself Nasir Mat n Kenneth. We spent our 1st day together, hanging out at Sunway Pyramid, had d Episode 4 gathering in Taj. I cant even sleep at nite, manage to sleep only at 3am i guess. ketar giler..riso takut sume ada, what s going to happen 4 my stunt nxt day.

Saturday 26th, we woke up at 630, had bfast and make up started at 9. we did d V/O and head up to Saujana Bridge, Putrajaya. of cos we were blind folded...it was terribly hot, i m not an outdoor person, i just cant stand wt the lightings of shooting and the sun man......

the stunt that we need to do - hanging upside down. i was the 4th person doing the stunt, i managed to be d 2nd fastest among them wt 27sec. Finally, Angie and Mat hv to go home...sorry guys, somebody has gotta go.

we finished all shots bout 530pm, and i can feel dat my body cant coop wt d hot of d weather...yeah surely cant. on d way back to the hotel i feel so cool babe...and padan muka aku, dapat high fever that nite jugak. Ami came at 11pm to visit me and brot some medicines and soup. yeap....the next day at 6am, i dah recovered, thank god we dont hv any stunts on Sunday.

we had a break on sunday, i went to The summit, picked up by marsya and yeap...i just watched, didnt even climb. Ami n my 2 angles came and we hang out for a while b4 we go back to bayu for resting. i was then sent back to the hotel, and abang was crying like hell man..wanted to follow me. x leh lah sayang..mummy wants to go FF...

Monday 27th d 2nd day of stunt...

same time for bfast n make up..4 of us, get ready for another unknown stunt..yeap we were in UPM this time. goshh....it s not really hot today, but still..i wish it could finish early. and ges what i should do..eating the goat's testicles babeeee..hahahahahaha..me who s so choosy on my own food, gotta damn fuckin' eating testicles.

i was d 2nd person called in to eat it, which they put in 3pies, to find the testicles that full of wombs..ahahhahaha..i did it in 1min 33 sec and sent kent home..sorry dik, some1 has to go home again, and i beat yr time twice!

well...it was pretty great..going to d final stunt at last.

Tuesday 28th a 3rd day of stunt...

make up started only at 3pm..we just hang out in our rooms, lepaking wt reita and nasir...waited for our call to d set. left sunway to unknown place at 5pm..then we get there...stadium bukit jalil..kolam renang. shit!...a water stunt???

we waited for so long....yeap...at 12midnite of 29th..i was the first person to do d stupid stupid. they put me in d cauffin, lock me, and gave me 3 keys and supmerged me into the water using a kren. argghhhhhhhhhhh.. i was freaking shocked, shaking, takut ngeri and all those bastards feeling when i need to do this. i know i dont hv d confidence doing it.

and after tried 3 cilakak keys, i still cant unlock the vavi padlock. well..im completely being elimanted already. shit..i was crying, sad benci sakit ati...and d winner goes to Reita again??? ohhhhh...well u deserve that lah pengantin baru!

went to by 2am in d morning, ami picked me up....resting and feeling the sad for few days........

to my kids...your mom has proved that she can do it, went till d final stunt! it s your supermom!!!

to fear factor malaysia, thank you for chosing me, 1 has to be a winner and 5 hv to be upset and it was me in d 5....hey..i got experienced dude!