When I was 14...

y and y i dont like to be based in menara's office...pasal ni sume lah. very the sepah x organize yet. kat tower i m treated so well, kat sini hemm..sedih sedih.

asal aku datang pun dok merempat tpt orang, oh x comfy nyer.

anw, i hv accidently tertengok satu youtube, budak2 pompuan sekolah menengah bergaduh sepak terajang segala bagai. sedih aku nengok. i dont want to link the web to you but pandai2lah korang google, mak x nak lah promote menda tu.

when i was young, at the age of 14 kot, form 2 that time. aku penah la gaduh ngan pailang2 pompuan sekolah aku. isunya kecil jer tp sbb group dema tu group mmg terkenal yang kaki gaduh. kisahnya dema tu budak form 3, aku masuk bilik komputer nak jumpa cikgu komputer, dema sume ada lam kelas tu, bila aku kuor katup pintu aku terpandang sorang tu dah tunjuk middle finger to me. what the?? hemm...

agaknya dema bengang aku kaco kelas tu, it s like 3 min mtg je aku ngan cikgu tu, cikgu tu pun x bising. lepas tu aku balik kelas, tak sampai sejam ada group ni lalu kat koridor kelas, and they were actually looking for me, nak carik aku kat kelas mana.

bila aku turun ramai2 wt my classmates to lab, dema dah tunggu kat koridor bawah. aku x cite kan mende ni kat sesapa coz masa tu aku tak tau apa salah aku. bila lalu depan diorg, dema dah congcengkan aku, hey, i dont speak mandarins but i do understand some of the words.

that s not the end. kita diam pun org sakit hati. bila aku dah nak masuk lam lab, ada lah pulak sekor ni pi tarik tocang rambut aku. ya allah. apa kes???

aku lawan la balik, masa tu pencil box la jadi weapon. yang aku ingat abang lab leraikan kitorg, cikgu x masuk lg masa tu. ganas tol budak2 tu bila aku ingatkan balik. takut gak dema tunggu aku kat luar pagar nak settle lagi, sib baik takde.

kat sekolah aku bukan kategori budak nakal..i go to school, balik, bersukan, ada bfs gitu. first time aku ponteng sekolah when i was 15 yrs old, first time tu gak lah kantoi ngan mak aku. kuat tol idung mak aku that time, tau je anak dia ponteng sekolah padahal first time tuh.

takde lagi dah girls fight, unless u are really a pailang girl. but not me.

The mobile...

kesian boss aku, boss satu lagi panggil dia capik. apakan daya kerana urgent meeting hari ni, yang dia sendiri set up, terpaksa jugak dia datang. wpun mc lama yang panjang, dok umah tetap gak buat keje taichi sana sini. we are mobile people, so mc ke cuti ke weekend ke, keje jalan.

ye aku masih sesatunya puteri yang ada dalam this new company. oh ada lagi 2 puteri but they are more to ground people, they are more closer to the boys. aku masih lagi bergerak dari satu tempat ke satu tempat.

being normal, selalunya aku di tower lah, ko yang jalan x tengok orang...

MNN jom aa sapadek kat istana budaya..

dari menara ke tower, tower ke menara, kat kedai mamak pun leh buat keje...

Flat flatooo...

we had to pass through the exit entrance for loading out our stuff....kalo le police tu nak suh aku bukak kotak2 tu, nangis la aku dah sealed cecantik.

garang tol abang police ni, soal jawab macam aku bwk keluar bomb.

aku terpaksa naik wt the driver, coz nak transit dulu at our central's office to pick up lagi melambak2 kotak. turun naik service lift yang tak tahan tol...ekon tarak.

n this is after few hours, aku terpaksa tunggu kat loading bay of menara the 3rd checkpoint. jadi makgad tetengokkan barang coz the boys kena naik atas anto trolley. melepek kepenatan... byk tol bahan buangan pejabat kat loading bay menara ni.

the boss banjer aku secret receipe's lunch, aku makan bersungguh2 lapar ya hamat dan kepenatan....

ni baru few kms to another kms, tunggu sok sok to JB plak. mau movers la yang take over. kuasa aku.

aku x berminat la nak ngamik gambo mamat yang buat aku rasa nak muntah itu... baik letak muka sendiri di blog ku yang merah ini.

So so...

ngah menjadi kuli dan mandur memunggah berkotak kotak di loading bay of klcc to transit at Central and to be moved to Menara ... load and unload!

kelas kan keje baru aku

hapa taknya, nak sangat tukar line, mik ko red diva.

sebenarnya aku bersyukur ngan the new place ni, at least arini aku x pakai kasut setinggi langit aku itu, haruslah pakai semi flat pasal nak bersilat gitu kan.

Cant call 'future' anymore for my new comp and position. Oh btw, ramai sangat anto resume for my submission, sila lah bersabar sesangat ye, my JB's office will commence only after 2,3 months.

Too expensive to pay...

the private room

the whateverdonnoler standing infront of my table...

the view from my table too...

the starter

the solomon, my main meal

the dessert

my main course was RM88!!!! mcm tu jer lapan lapan...perkhhh haii. dessert was RM32...

terima kasih ye tuan director for the luncheon treat yesterday, wpun aku mintak tuko ke klcc jer, tp dia tetap gak nak makan sini. mahal sgt for me to pay, wpun i m still in the affordable circle, aku rela lagi beli kasut eclipse dr bayo memahal kat sini. tq too of course for the farewell gift that u gave....red swatch watch.

sedap ke rasanya...

kureng lar..

Swatch from a Director...

well, i was grabbed by someone for a beautiful lunch today...x dan le aku nak do my therapy. gila happy babe....someone big from my office, gave me a belated farewell gift. I will blog bout the lunch later...

aku x leh pakai lagi, kena bawak pi swatch shop kat klcc tu, to potong kecikkan sket...

anything wt red colour, of cos i like....doesnt matter cheap or expensive brand. Alhamdulillah rezeki tahun baru....

bley tuko2 wt my 2 current watches.

New driver today...

utk pertama kalinya pada tahun ini, dan utk yang x sampai pun 5 kali sejak 4 taun yang lampau...

Suamiku menghantarku ke opis dan harus menjemputku pulang petang nanti...

eleh tu pun pasal dia malas nak pakai keter dia pi meeting pagi ni. kalo idak bertuah badan....

so sbb aku x de keter nak drive, aku x leh nak balik tengok anak2 aku, jadi baik aku pi melenjan kat bawah KLCC ni...yihaaaa!

The secondment staff...

Last week, i spent my last final day to clean up everything. Pindah segala barang bagai to my new workstation which is 10 feet away from the old one.

Yes, the time has come for me to move on. These 2 photos are my old workstation, dah kemas dah siap. That s the new secretary's PC, she just moved the pc. Aku sedekahkan printer aku kat dia...tempat aku bawak ong, insyallah dia leh berjasa kat tuan barunya ini.

Dear all....

I got the promotion, leaving behind my current position, holding new title for a new setup company under the mother company of mine.

I ll be seconded to the subsidiary company which will be based in JB. The HQ is in JB, but there will be one office in KLCC and another building for me and my assistant. The agreement was made that I m not gonna be moved to JB. I told them, if u wanna take me, my package is no transfer to JB. No is a NO.

Since they really need me, they have to agree on my request. I will be travelling KUL JB KUL starting January onwards. It s quite simple, i do my job here, once or twice a week, i ll be flying up to JB.

Jika ada masa terluang, i will surely across the boarder to meet my buddies in Singapore and yes yes, shopping!!!

One good thing bout my new job, i m not only getting the promotion, but also the secondment contract. I will be serving my current division for any sports games and not the company that i ve been seconded. n this was special request from my big boss. he doesnt want to loose me, his superdiva sportshunter.

N this is my new workstaion, a bit cramp, i finished clean up everything at 830pm of Raya eve.

Sekarang dah paham kan?

1. i got the promotion, no more secretary. Holding another position. Looking for a job in JB? yes, shoot yr resume to me, i will shortlist you.

2. I m the secondement staff to the subsidiary company for few years. I should be calling back to the mother company, and i should stay longer to the subsidiary company. Seconded.

3. My new office is around Midvalley, but I also stay in my KLCC's office. If i feel like to work from KLCC, i ll be here, if not i ll be in the other office.

4. My HQ office is in JB, so if you see me in JB in the morning, but suddenly im in KL petangnya lak, that s true, it s bcoz i m needed at both states for some reasons.

5. This means, blogging is not my priority anymore, expect for no entry per day too.

dah paham kan? kalo dah paham, nanti i blog bout the interview session wt the Australian's guy (bukan UK la, aku silap) okdokie!

Final day...

50 packs of pulut kuning wt rendang daging, the raya eve menu.

on my last day today, this is what i gave for my whole division. I catered from my usual makcik, and Ms Bunga helped me from the parking lot.

everyone enjoy the food, specially when tomorrow is our Raya Qurban.

and one email that i got, after sending my farewell note to everyone, made me cry sedih nya....

My dear Red Diva,

What a sad day. I’m writing this email instead of talking to you cause I don’t want us both to start crying… :(

Thank you very much for all the work you’ve done and support you’ve given me to make my life easier and this dept a better place to work. You’ve been a very strong member of the team and we’ll miss you lots. If you need any help in the future, like job references, advice or just a listening ear, please feel free to give me a call.

All the best to you and stay in touch.

Counting the days...

aku ni ngah mood nak cuti panjang.



i m going for long leave, sampai la jan. as if la aku nak pi holiday ke Houston tu. Bila depa tanya aku nak pi mana, aku jwb pendek jer...

'lepak ngan anak2 jer....'



Dari u melanguk kat umah baik lah u datang opis - ni kata Future boss aku.

Dema ni x paham gamaknya defination melanguk kat umah VS lepak ngan anak2 ???

I just wanna have a very long holiday, tido lambat, bangun lambat, jalan2 ngan anak2 aku. Like i said again, mcm le nak berjalan jauh, tp to be wt yr family x semesti kena pi holiday. Aku cuma nak relax, before i start my official job wt the future next year.

I plan to....

em..better dont plan, kang x jadi hapa.

Wa blah lu lar...

What a sooooooooooooooooooo Moday!!!

kalaulah aku boleh terbang, aku ingin terbang aje x yah driving x yah berjalan. today is one of the most toughest days in my life. aku ada problem nak tido a nite before, pasal terover tidor siangnya. so i gotta sleep only around 5am. kat2 kol 7 aku tersedo, aku lawan mata bangun and dok depan pc. aku sambung tido atas meja pc. sebab pala aku sakit kot tido atas meja pc aku sedo dah kol 7pg terus la melompat bersiap.

bondong2 anak2 aku pi umah atuknya, aku kejar sampai opis very early, nak beli bfast kat depan tasik, punya la byk keter yang parking, x kuasa aku nak tunggu. had short meeting pukpak puk..aku kena lari to another office. cheras klcc one central, kalo aku x makan, harus pengsan. i grabbed McD's breakfast, and itulah pelapik perut aku dalam keter utk mtg to another mtg, from another office to another office.

after lunch aku lari ke klcc's office balik. i didnt talk to anyone, i didnt hi bye to kawan2 aku. i just dont want to be disturbed. aku ni kalo ngah serius buat keje, mampus la x de sapa nak berani kaco. But EG, she was so concerned about me, she stopped me masa aku ngah sibuk lari sana sini, dia suh aku breath, think bout smiling and dont be so stressed. malunya aku bila someone yang top level pun pasan kemurunganku or kehidupan baru ku.

bila aku bz yang bz gila punya, rambut aku kena ikat, jam tangan aku bukak terus,lengan baju berlipat n nak jadi cite kasut murah yang aku beli kat bangsar tapak heelnya tercabut!! Seman n Botak terpaksa tolong aku angkut barang2 yang aku kena anto to another office, sent to my car, ketuk ketak bising kasut aku yg tak bertapak. aku campak je kasut2 tu and pakai kst lain. gunanya ada koleksi kasut dalam keter.

best lak bila pinggang aku sakit dek musim2 penyakit wanita. tak ke lagi memeriahkan majlis monday mood hari ini? tetiba je aku rasa cam opis aku dah sunyi sepi. Masyaallah, dah kol 9mlm! nan ado orang kat opis dah oiiiii....

sebelum ada 'geng-geng' yang kaco aku baik le aku cabut dulu wpun kalo boleh sampai midnite aku nak perabihkan keje. i m just trying to finish everything coz i m gonna go off for my long leave.

itulah kisah seorang wanita di hari Isnin. hope u hv a good monday.

Pindah lagi...

As u all know, i m leaving the place. I m gonna leave my current office. But aku x reveal yet, where am i going, when and w w w bagai lah.

So this is my new workstation, for the next 2,3 months. I m gonna work from this area till we settle down our permanent office somewhere.

I just moved my family photos there. Pelan2 la kena buat, banyak yang aku nak kena bawak balik umah, shread pun ye and give away pun ye jugak. I m gonna sit here officially by next week.

These are my sports attire. Penuh satu wardrobe rupanya. Remember, I m so active sportslady, dah berbulan aku tak turun gym, end of this month ada game, kompem pancit!! Aku transfer into the big paperbag, malas nak letak lam cupboard, at the end kena pindah lagi.

My new workstation tak best, yang current one ni jugak best tip top. But due to the promotion and someone needs to sit at my place, i have to move on.

Rehearsal the ulala...

After lunch...

memain wt red camera again.

Went down to our yoga centre, not for yoga'ing...

but to give support to my frens, performing for our big event tomorrow. They are doing their final rehearsal here.

I ve been doing all the dancing, acting nyanyi2 bagai, think for 8 years already. So this year, I m happy to be the audience ajerla.

It is an international theme.

I ll be wearing something like 'single lonely lady from Houston'. Kelas x concept aku?

I can post my frens photo, yang ni jer, lelain x leh.

Some of our office 'enemy' read my blog, so i dont want them to see what is our 'show' for tomorrow night. Surprise!!!

The trial...

trying my new red camera...

Drama Queen...

Baby G just got back from her 2 wks trip in Boston. She got me a pc of red shirt.

Close up view...

I m so la the Drama Queen!

No 2...

I made my decision already. I m not gonna give any options to my fav people. n Thank you people for the recommendation.

Apparently, they gave me the option. I chose the Number 2.

Will not announce till the day itself.

I m also getting something for him, for his farewell too. Hope he likes it.

Farewell wishlist...

my fav people are asking me to give them the list; option for them to pick a farewell gift for me.

i love this part. they allow me to give the wishlist, and they will choose one of them.

so guys, pls help me here...

What do i want? Coz i cant think and i know u hv something in mind.

1. Watch
2. Handbag
3. Vouchers
4. ok i donno...

but no more perfumes and no more handphone please.

Can u pls think for me?

The beauty wt the groom...

indahnya ciptaan Allah yang satu ini...


dan sepertimana itulah indahnya budi bahasanya...

Seman n ms bunga...

My Dear Vern aka Mr Manager,

Mak kecik2 cili api ok!!!

The black and white...

this is my view from my workstation. I was playing around wt my fon, aku x penah pakai the b & w methods, aritu ada la gegirl gatal2 main tepon aku jadi bnw, so if the daughter can terer do it, how come the mother cant do.

i wanted to go home early, but ujan lebat buat aku stranded in the office. lately, i feel so tired driving up and down, here and there. the husband will do the driving over the weekend, i drive bila aku pi keje je.

since u know the reason already, i hv to do it by myself. so to avoid the sakit ati sakit pala sakit kaki lam jem, even auto pun penat ye... i decided to just finish the 2 kejes yang aku dok buat. yes sir, i ve been doing 2 things since few months ago.

the traffic looks ok from here...but bila aku pi arah south, takut aku tengok jalannya yang x gerak. I assumed they shut down the SMART tunnel (biasala kalo ujan je dema katup takut banjir kilat lam tuh)...bila dah tutup, bersemut2 la keter bergerak.

I left office only at 830pm.

The 2 kiddos sambut aku kat front door, wt thousands of membebel.

Fri my day...

Ms Choco, Ms Tall and Ms Red Diva berbondong2 kuor office at sharp 530pm today. Koser nak stay lelama, mata aku dah terkulat2 ngan byk lg menda aku nak chase kan later.

so lepas je kitorg 3 abih membeseh, aku ajak dema pose2 cantik lam ladies. Ms Choco is so ready. Tp Ms Tall yang panjang tu leh nyorok kat belakang aku.

dah tu dia leh lari balik wall, motif ko Ms Tall pe kehalnya. dia ckp muka dia pucat tak nak kuor blog. haiyo amoi, x de sapa nak ngorat ko la moi, ko tu dah ada cop mohor besar 'TAKEN'.

Oh I bumped into Nurul at Parkson today. Nurul Shukor is Siti Nurhaliza's fav make up artist. Sebab aku suka sangat hasil make upnya kat Siti, aku tempah Nurul for my wedding dulu. I had to book him 6 months prior to my wedding day...deposit is made once we got the deal.

Nurul's hand are so the very gifted. Tak sia2 la ngamik dia, mmg very the puas hati. Told him that I m gonna use Fahmi for my private event, terus dia habak, nxt time jgn lupa carik dia balik nak taici muka aku nih.

He was surprised pengantin yg dia make up kan ini sudah anak 2.

Takkan pasal lipstik pun ko dah tekejut Nurul oi...btw, he looks like a woman, but he is a man ok!

sapa2 nak kawin pakai tangan ajaib Nurul, sila contact saya...