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DVDs

on the left are the kids dvds collection, on the right makpak nye punya. beratus dah aku collect.

time to let it go babeh... for the parents punya lah, kids nya mana boleh.

kalo kat tmn tenaga i paid RM60 for 10pcs, i m selling half price for 10pcs. terpaksa jual coz dah x de ruang nak letak, aku cuma amik simpan yang fav movie jer, ada lah lam 20 kpg.

lelebih sapa mau?

Lonely mom...58 days

bila the prince and the princess tidur ngan lenanya....

the mother is so lonely. blogging world is not helping my nite anymore.

Hot Hai Peng black coffee n my spek are ready for my DVD's marathon. Another nite to stay up.

another boring nite without the husband.

Stayed up!!!

Dah kat kol 5 pagi...

I couldnt sleep.

not cos of xxx ke hapa ke, but i just cant.

so i watch this movie.

emm... for light hiburan bolehlah. cam hindustan pun ye, kejap2 nyanyi nama pun musical. bukan zaman aku la tengok cite gini, abang tersedo around 5ish and join nengok gak.

was so hungry, makan maggi sambil tengok dvd.

very the kelas x? this is my last maggi, no more stock.

Good nite people, i need to take an early sleep tonite. berjaga smlman, and mata aku dah tak leh tahan2 ni.

DVD lagi...

best la layan dvd ni kan..

tenang jer aku rasa dok tengok layan dr atas katil. golek2 ngan anak2 pun best. Lepas Abang abih mentelaah, aku ajak dia tido. still early but sebab kena grounded from layan kartun, haruslah dia panjat gak katil even lom kol 10 yet.

So 3 of us plus baby doll, watching the Shattered, Pierce Brosnan berlakon. Good movie!!! baru stgh jam, gegirl dah keroh krohhhh...so aku ngan abang je yg layan. dia suh pasang lg 2nd movie, banyak cantik...pi tido, mak nak layan blog b4 aku sambung balik dvd's marathon aku.

mesti bro big bear nak sound aku lagi pasal layan dvd marathon...

Tapi tengok tv ngan abang lenguh la mulut nak menjawab, every single scenes dia tanya tu tanya ni. I have to re-watch that movie again, abang kaco byk distraction, tell u, get one coz it s very2 good movie!!

Good morning!!!

told u...

aku buat dvd's marathon till morning.

when i woke up, it s already 1015am, abang's tuition starts at 9am.

alarm radio bunyik gila kuat for 2 hours, alarm hp sebelah telinga bunyik for an hour, tido mati mak si abang.

yes blame the mother!

My eyes .... Part 1

I spent RM60 for 10 pcs of dvd. This is what I do every nite. kalo mlm jemaat ngan sabtu tu toksah ckp la, siap buat marathon lagi...

anw, tadi aku buat bloghoping cam biasa. I seldom send comments to people's blog, specially for those yang x kenal aku. i will read it quietly, if they have the Mybloglog, they would know that i have visited their blogs. I leave comments randomly.

I know lots of u leave comments here, some i reply, some i dont. Some i reply via my new entry or in my next2 entry, some via sms, email so on. I dont do what ppl hv gotta do, i do what i wanted to do, dont ask me to do things that i can think by myself...byknya do do do!

Sebelum aku sambung layan dvd aku, i need to express something here to u. thousands of readers visit my blog, mbe u like that red colour, mbe pasai korang tak sangka awek ni very the red diva....(let me correct u, red diva means i m diva on red, understand here?), and probably u come here bcoz u love the story of lalats and bloody bitch stupid anonymous. whatever reason it is, everyone has yr own reasons.

Baru2 aku blogging dulu, the purpose is to keep this as my personal journal, my own day to day diary. I write everyday, addicted to 4,5 entries per day. It s about my life. so one day, i won the Bloggers Idol on 2006. goes to Blogger Kickstart..

I m not coming for the limelight. aku bukannya nak carik publisiti, being celebrity so on. I m here for myself. Yes tonite, i see something. I read few blogs, one is hurting. one is fighting, one is condemning each other. and they are my frens.

i m not gonna mentioning any names here, but i feel sad for them. coz what they are facing now, used to happend to me.

i will continue this story...mbe next time. Remind me pls.

Good day ahead.

Hair cut...

Sunday nite, aku bwk budak2 ni pi mamak gunting rambut Abang. Biasa Sirman bawak abang kat area Taman Tenaga. Ngan aku, x yah pi jejauh gitu, kang nak buat satu triangle lagi. Aku bwk dia pi area hajris kecik. tp kat Tingkat 1.

Sirman - u balik nanti i ajar u kat mana kedai mamak ni ye. I dah terer! 6 inggit je potong rambut abang. cheap cheap!

Lalu kat DVD shop, aku amik 4 pcs for me, 2 for kids. Lalu lak kat Hajris besar, sorang satu roti canai, tapau bawak balik as our dinner.

Simple. Kalo Sirman ada, x nak ni x nak tu, nak mkn kat sini kat situ, aku ngan anak2 senang jer, malam2 pun makan roti canai leh kenyang.

let s get back to work, btw - I hate Monday!

Sunday again...

Baby Kyre s not in the picture lak...

Apa dah jadi ngan aku?

Since yday, I disable my YM, I do not want to communicate wt anyone. I didnt answer any of the calls (in due respect, pls just sms me nxt time, if it s bloody urgent or tersangatlah nakkan sgt jawapan aku jam2 tu gak, logiklah kalo tepon!)

that s the reason I stated in my profile - just sms only. thank you.

Aku buat DVD's marathon, slept only at 7am of Sunday. Very the gila!

Woke up at 915 when the husband of my helper tepon aku. Hallo!! gaduh ngan bini aku lak kena jadi orang tengah, dah lah aku ngah mamai.

Kejap je lepas Fifin's husband hung up, Fifin pun sampai...aku x mood nak tanya lelebih terus sambung tido peluk si 2 kenit tu.

Pung prang bagai, aku anak beranak bersiap to pick up my family. Anw, padanlah Fifin merajuk ngan lakinya, lakinya baik ati sangat sume org nak pinjam duit semua dia bagi. so yg bestnya lak, orang2 yg pinjam tu bukan jenis nak membayar balik, terus lari lesap lenyap.

So yang buat Fifin bengang ngan lakinya bila RM2 ribu dema, lakinya pi bagi pinjam kat kawan, terus hilang x bayo balik.

'Kak Red, itu 2 ribu sama dengan 4 juta 500 rupiah tau kat kampung saya, macamana lah saya x marah sama suami saya'

Aku dah penah terkena ngan org2 yg pinjam duit ni. Sapa berani nak pinjam duit ngan aku, selain dr my close family members...no no way! Sudah cukup la banyak kali aku ditipu, jadi sudah byk kali aku belajar dari pengalaman.

Mesti tonton...

WAR! get it now...

A Mighty Heart

sedih, cebik2 aku nangis.

Sad Saturday...

it s not a good Saturday to me.

Aku benci bila benda yang 'takde bende' tiba2 jadi 'berbenda2' like one big dosa for me to itu orang. 2 kali aku nak masuk mandi, terus tak jadi dek palat nya sms sipuk##!!! itu.

I dont have a shoulder to cry on. I dont trust any of my gfs, aku dah ilang kawan baik setaun setengah yg lampau, since then - no more best gf ever! I m so very careful wt people that claim 'frens' to me. I cried to my kids shoulder. I hate the situation.

Went back from Ms Bunga's house, I got myself wt this DVD player for my room usage. The old one dah arwah, i m so lazy to watch DVD from the hall. Let the kids layan cartoon network and their DVDs cartoon from there. Senang citer, aku amik the same brand wt the current one so aku x yah pikir nak tukar remote menu.

I wanna enjoy from my bed, i can just click pause if i want to check my blog and play back from the bed itself.

If u hurt my feeling, i will spend on my money. If u hurt me, i will get new shoes n new clothes. Worst still, I got a new DVD player.

I m not gonna forgive her.

Fri nite wt my boy...

mataku mmg ngantuk tp aku lawan gak to visit this place. I m gonna enroll abang for this tuition centre during the school break. we are not gonna go for any long or short vacation since the King is not around, aku malas lah nak berjalan2 x de laki ni.

i check everything, tpt wee wee of cos to make sure ada air. 99% of the students are chinese so i ve to make sure the toilet does has air nak cebok. Ko hengat anak aku nak pakai tisu?

Abang buat tour, he seems to like the new place. Masalahnya parking to this tuition centre tersangatlah hazab. I need to figure it out wt Abah bout it.

The tuition classes are only 3 times a week, i have to kill my Saturday morning to send him to this.

Sirman!!!!! i need more allowance pls... penat tau panjat 3 tingkat!

pahtuh we sent Sparkle Grey to the car wash. Oh i really need to settle up everything in one nite. Supaya weekend ku tenang2 belaka.

Dah lama x jengah DVD centre ni. aku pun dah x de mood nak dok depan pc tetiap malam, korang la mls nak update blog so aku pun jadi malas sama. Harga dvd sini dah naik la...hawau tol.

Dulu 3pcs for RM20, la ni sekeping 10inggit, beli 5 free 1. hanj!!

lapo ngan mata2 ngantuk. ajak abang gi dinner kat sri melati, just opposite hajris. tomyam putih dia mmg kaw2 sedap, tp mahal than Bangkok House. 1 small seafood tomyam putih, 1 telur mata kerbau, 4pcs of pandan chicken, 1 glass of fresh orange, keropok letak atas meja pastu tup2 caj aku 3.50, cilanat tol, and 1 warm water wt 1 white rice.... RM38.

Mahal ok.

Aku makan sengsorang jer, Abang dah kenyang tp dia temankan la aku melantak.

Oh ye, makwe ku si Gegirl tak join mlm ni, dia pi berjalan ngan Makciknya n malam2 br balik.

So this is Mother and Son Nite's moment.

Sirman, for all the above yang ai kena pi sana kena pi sini, ngan mata2 ngantuk bersama bibir merah gincu ku itu... I nak u transfer lelebih ye lam account I.

Terima kasih hati.